Former Celebs Go Dating star Lady Nadia Essex is speaking for the first time about her controversial departure from the show and infamous feud with one-time co-star Eden Blackman. The dating expert resigned from the E4 reality show last week, after first being suspended over "improper use of social media ". One week on, she is acknowledging creating fake Twitter accounts to tweet about cheating allegations levelled against Blackman. In an interview with The Sun , Nadia acknowledged being in a bad headspace when she created the fake accounts and says the backlash has made her feel "suicidal" at times. I was in completely the wrong headspace.